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Scared. Breathless. Critically frustrated.

I want to take my phone and throw it against the wall

Insensitive?

I don't fucking show because I don't fucking know how to.

If you leave and when you do, kiss that bitch for me

it'll make my world, honest.

powerhouse:

Hello sweetheart, don't be afraid of this being in front of you. I know the stories they tell.
I'm cynical, impaired and yes I do have symptoms of bipolar. I suck up the sunlight and
eat fireflies, skip around in stripey underwear and am possibly dillusional.
And yes, I do realise I have ugly fingers Margorie.

Belated but-

Christmas Eve's midnight mass pictures :)
I still hate my cheena hair.

It ends tonight.

Kenny, Niki and me.
chocolate and taxi's.
Madness.

"the singer's having a mind orgasm"
according to nicole.
haha king kong jane
they did a super rocky version of the cheesy christmas love song 'last christmas'
but I've taken a liking to "If it wasn't for you"

So tonight, was goodbye friend.
when your eyes lost it's sparkle
Jenny, misery business, stardust-
open the fairytale, where the bookmark's slotted and forget the past.

Love.

These pictures tell me a million stories of love.
merry boxing day :)

This Christmas-

Midnight mass with Sammy, Josh, Laura, Galissa and Xiao Wei.
cramped at the back and with my sticky idiotic heels it was hell
my career in heels started today and ended today

Thankyouuuu Kenny for Stardust the novel (yes, it's on my list)
and the gingerbreadman stuffedtoy! At least, I THINK it is a gingerbreadman.
Basil, for the hug and the chocolatteeeees
Niki for the pillow and sexy mirror (:
Kearon for the throw, the pretty diary and for being the bestest at worsetest of times.
Theresa, for the lovely necklace!
JOSHIES. for the elvis costello album (it's on my list too :D)
Nan and gramps for the money
and mom and dad for the ipod and bag
and you, who made christmas gain back it's magic.

Eve.

Happy Birthday Eve Jesus!

Quick, deck the halls!
Joy, love, forgiveness...
WHEEEE

Did last minute Christmas shopping.
Had to find stuff for Bas-il and ton as fast as possible
I'm sorry if your presents are crap people :X
Met Niki at starbucks and talked and talked and talked
Nik- "LAURRAAAAA. I can't HURRY UP, I can't just tell the driver to hurry."
Laura- Nik, the mrt doesn't HAVE a driver...
Nik- "oh god, cheated my feelings."
Laura- what feelings? feelings towards the mrt?
Nik- "no, the imaginary driver."
David- but there is a driver on the mrt, unless it's the northeast line.
Nik- "HA!"

Somebody who knows if there's a driver on the MRT besides the NE line
please tell me.

Have a crazy Christmas all :)

They tried to kill chivalry-

because love is screwed up
it makes you have an itchy nose
lots of yellow phlegm
and you're left wheezing ventholin in.
the way he kissed you in the rain
searching for the reason why it's not the same
why around him you breathe easy;
like there's no such thing as pain.

ballet @ barker road: swingin 60s

Shimmer lights-

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Christmas is looming round the corner, sending tickles to the joy bones

it's been awhile since you've called, I miss hearing you on the phone really.

I am a pathetic freak with pathetic hair and a pathetic compulsion to have a pathetic life

with a stupid radio that plays the stupidest of songs. Throw rocks.

This morning I woke up, half off the edge of a double decker bed, ate muffins

went Christmas shopping, watched Alvin and the chipmunks, and chased tortoises around

My mother bought me heels for christmas. Haheehoho, heels. Eek, wonderful.

And in case you're wondering what the donkeys to get me for christmas:

-A chipmunk

-a canon digicam

-Stardust the novel

-2008 falloutboy calendar

-a new action sampler/ a polaroid camera

-a leatherbound classic book

-Elvis Costello's album

-A mini carousel

-Ballet Shoes

If you get me any of the above, I might worship your ground and/or jump around screaming :)

I'm kidding. No, not really.

xoxo.

I'm not superwoman.

I'm sitting on the carpet, fighting back tears of resentment

spade-

I look like an adam's family member.
I look like thing.

mother- that's it. either bangs, or all the fringe goes. you look emo, laura.
me-whyyyy!!!
okay so now.
now, i look like an awful freak.
sister- HAHEEHOHO. now i shall call you coco, coco-nut head!

For local dickheads and miserable ponies-

1. If I told you, I'd have to kill you.

2. Catch a shooting star.

3. To stand at one end of a rainbow

4. Be in two places at once

5. Do something out of this world

6. Have my own talkshow

7. Compose and record a song

8. Dance with the moon

9. Get married in jeans

10. To do all that before I die.

I shall never grow up, make believe is much too fun.

4th, in the year.

thy aliens attacked the other.